Study for GRE
Apply to Grad School
Wait for the response
Complete a research assistantship
Try doing all this without going crazy.
I swear if cancer takes another person I love…
The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it.
I think these hard times are lessons we need to take in order to remember to appreciate people. I had a girl from my high school commit suicide today and I think it shocked everyone since she seemed so happy. I didn’t know her personally, but I could understand her pain when she felt like there was no point in living. I have felt like this before, but have never acted on it. I know it is silly for me to ever feel that way because my life is so great and so much better than it was before. I wouldn’t trade it for the world and although I can’t get everything I always want, so what? It’s not the end of the world and it always ends up being better than before. This reminds me that I need to stop worrying and start living my life to the fullest because you never know how much time you or the ones around you have. I just want to say to all my tumblr friends or anyone who sees this that if you ever feel alone, talk to someone. Anyone. Talk to me if you don’t have anyone else because I won’t judge you. I’m hear to listen and help you through this. I want to be a psychologist one day and help people out of dark times because I have been through it before. I know what you are feeling and even if I don’t, I can try to understand and help you feel better. I think we need to start taking more time to help others and not just become enveloped with all the stuff we have to do. Because at the end of the day, if you hurt someone’s feelings it’s not worth it. I’m going to actively try to be nicer. I think I’ve stopped because I’ve seen people act mean towards me. I’m going to smile at random people, give more compliments, hold the elevator even if I’m late to class. And I’m going to live my life like it is precious. I’m going to look up at the sky and be happy to be here and look in Chance’s eyes everyday and tell him I love him and I’m lucky to have him. I can’t imagine the pain it must feel to lose someone you love like that and I want to be able to prevent that from happening. So all of you, you are never alone. Even if we don’t talk, you will always have a friend in me.
Top 10 Places I Want To Visit:
Italy- Rome of course, but anywhere in Italy
Paris, France and Montecarlo
Barcelona and Madrid, Spain
London, England and Ireland
Why is airfare so expensive? I see everyone traveling to Europe and all over the world and I’m just like why can’t I do that. Nothing would make me happier to be able to explore the world but it’s over $1,000 just for airfare and that’s not even including food, the hotel and souvenirs. I would have to save up over half of what I make this year in order to go on one trip. But I feel like if I don’t go now, when will I have time? Grad school is full-time during summer and the school year and then I will have a full-time job. But it’s pretty sad when my whole trip to Europe is just 2 months of my future rent in my dream condo. It would be so much easier if Chance was going to UM because then we could just split it and it would be so much more manageable but it’s not practical for him to live all the way in Miami. Ugh I hate real life, I really do.
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